My close friend sarah had been with scientology since a young age(17) because of her father bieng in it (a Wealthy man) As we grew up together, I had started sieng changes in her looks and the way she thought i didn't now much about CoS and i every time id bring up the subject she'd start acting wierd as if someone was watching her or listning to what she was saying she, would also try to change the subject. Our friendship drew appart as time went by she just wasnt interested in having friends going out socialism thinks like that.
So i investigated on what was happening to my close friend. I went to the cOs AND ASKED IF Sarah was there AND I REMEMBER After i asked them this PEOPLE IN THERE WERE LOOKING AT ME FUNNY AND HAD THAT LOOK IN THEM THAT I WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE THERE. They didnt help me get in contact with her at all. as i left the building i seen a youth aged around 14 come out at the same time as me, walking in the same direction.
I asked her "Excuse me would you know anyone by the name of sarah ...*" she replyed "no" and then i asked her "what do you do in there"
she said stuttering " th..they f..f.feed us the same yellow stuff everyday" her eyes were looking ebnormal they were rolling around. then i seen a man come out of the churCh he yelled something out and she run back in.
after that day i knew there was something behind this socold COS.

From Roberto to Julz.
You are really right, you will found the same thing going on in all the CofS organizations,
the peole get loose his communication level,
and becomes afraid to really speack in freely way with others persons.
Because if you make a mistake in your acts or in your communication with others, this can become in a knowledge report to ethics, and this means a lot of problems for the person who was been reported.

Is like in the comunism you never are free.

In this way only the up-stats, the hards-workers
have the real privilege for to make some mistakes,
some thimes.
This way when you really are a real hard worker, No matter whats hapens, you are intouchable, and no one can say nothing about you or he really is finish!.

But this is just for only a few of the members and
for this reason, the new members have real afraid
about ethics and the knowledge reports.
Because e report means less privileges, less money
less progress, and at last you are under ethics.
And this is a painfull condition.

Nice to meet you.
Roberto

One who is rather uneducated in Scientology and the Church are always perplexed at just what exactly people do in these organizations. Well, people essentially tell their life history to a complete stranger and seek to develop their abilities and potentialities but in the process loose their individuality. It differs in a Scientology mission. Missions are usually close knit and there is more room for development. But Churches and class v organizations and beyond, including the Sea Org are ruled by Scientology ethics. Its sort of like a huge machine, this Chruch of Scientology. One simply becomes part of this machine. Just as Julz's friend.

Yeah, just a big machine alright. A big machine that feeds "yellow stuff" to little girls nonstop and scares them so much that they stutter when they talk. Sounds like the kind of machine that needs to be shut down for good.

Thomas you "say the right words", kind off.
It sounds wrong though.
Your exaggeration makes the point turn on its head and change completely. Are you doing it intentionally?