Well friends, I'm back.
I was also duped by KG/prevail.
I have not spoken about this until now for the fear that my identity would be revealed by this character. If my identity is revealed, then I am ready to deal with those consequences.
KG approached me when I was low, when my father was ill and I was trying to find strength. I confided in this poster known as KG. I told this person intimate details of my life, things about my family that would make it very easy for OSA to determine my identity.
Nothing has happened. I am still in contact with my family. I have had no strange phone calls. Just a general sense of uneasiness that I confided in someone I believed to be a benevolent Japanese mute lesbian priestess. I can't even write that now with a straight face. Who did I actually trust with my thoughts and feelings? Prevail?
Oh well. It was a hard lesson to learn, but I know now that the internet has people who just want to befriend people like me who have been through hell and get their jollies off of pretending to be a friend and all the while lying, lying, lying. I have learned my lesson.
Thanks to Roan and Crimson and Antique Hoax for helping me through this. And Lt. Rich, I should have listened to you in the first place, so long ago.
I'm embarrassed about my last post on this thread defending KG, but even then I wanted to believe. I just wanted to believe this liar.
But for almost my whole life I believed a liar. His name was L. Ron Hubbard.
It is the bumpy road away from Scientology for me. I may become more cynical that serene, but if I can survive and protect my children better that way, then it is worth it.
And this is for the person calling themselves Kusinagi's Ghost:
I told you about my children, where I lived, and other details of my life. I am ashamed, and also angry that you misrepresented yourself. I hope you can live with the fact that you played with someone's feelings the way you did. If you even think about trying to locate me, please know that I have moved and no longer live where I told you I lived. I consider you an internet predator. Do not contact me, or the response you will receive will be from my husband and he is not as nice as me. I don't think it's in the least bit funny the way you toyed with my feelings and those of my friends here. I hope you take a sojourn to your "temple" or whatever, sit at your "prevail rock" and think about the people you have hurt and embarrassed.
I have learned my lesson, now back to lurking.
Love to all here,
As Os Wilkes said and I'm repeating here in my own way, ...you are now under what I consider the 'Critics Watchful Eyes'.
You let us know if you or your family have any troubles or signs of troubles from the cult without hesitation.
We love you and are with you all the way. I know I couldn't be more proud of you if you were my own daughter.
L o v e,
(Bubba, to you)