A good friend of mine who did NOTs and Solo NOTs in the Freezone said that uncertainty about past lives is very common, until you do NOTs. I wasn't willing to continue "up the Bridge" to test that theory.
NOTs was often perceived as the "answer" to all questions and the REAL producer of what was promised by Dianetics.
I have yet to meet anyone who did not
do OT 3 before going onto the rest of the OT Levels, but maybe those special people weren't telling to keep that possibility a secret. My question is, "If you have no BTs from Incidents I and II, shouldn't you have no BTs at all?" Can thetans get degraded enough all by themselves, enough to cluster and not be able to pick up a body, but not as a result of implants?
Being OT is no protection from BTs. They stick where they stick. Some will have you believe that on the upper OT levels (BT Levels) you audit the other dynamics such as the eighth, and that actually might make you BT-proof. Sort of like spiritual insect repellent. Nonsense!
There are so many holes in the BT theory, its like a sieve IMO. But its brilliant in a way, because you can just make up whatever you want to fit into that theory. What really made me think it was a crock was the Date/Locate and other stuff used on BTs who would not "blow" on normal running of Incidents I and II. I found that Date/Locate stuff to be totally made up in my mind.
I think if I had wanted to I could have gotten a read and "blow" on "Is this BT a thermometer?" or "Did you cluster with a taxicab?"
I became very disillusioned with the whole BT story because the auditing is very
flaky. It was during my OT auditing that I also started questioning the validity of the emeter and its reads. Lets face it, you don't know WHAT the damned meter reads on. Maybe it reads every time your gullibility goes up a notch. Maybe there were not actually very many thetans who were directly involved in Incidents I and II and transformed into BTs
Actually, it probably had to be quadrillions of BTs affected by Incidents 1 and 2 if so many of us have hundreds of thousands or millions of BTs on each of our bodies.
I have heard several OTs say, "I am a young thetan and only entered this universe in the last 10 million years or so. That could explain not having Incident 1 or 2 in your own past. Or maybe they were in another universe or sumtin, like in Star Trek.
Actually one question asked of stubborn BTs on OT 3 is, "Earlier Universe?" I have gotten good reads and apparent "blows" on some other weird questions I tried. Yes I squirreled, but LRH started it!
Wouldn't it be ironic if the emeter only read on fantasies created in the mind, but not on perception of reality?
End of rambling.