I know many you were worried about me & thanks, made me feel some folk still care about me.
Yes I have been through hell & back but still here - sure you know the basted [biblical term] Larry (my X) has been treating me, so here is the update [can tell you the past - later - if you want]
You may remember the disgusting condition Larry was forcing me to live in, I was warned by x co$ members that he would try to have me forced into his "CO$ / church of scientology cult" so they could get me also - by marriage intervention, well he did [remember on a previous wedding anniversary he phoned me with "I want to talk about my church & if you change the topic I will put the phone down ........... if you don't come & live w me in the church I WILL HAVE TO HATE YOU & DO EVERYTHING i CAN TO HURT YOU" & HE HAS BEEN TRYING HARD. Both the church tried & I got headless rabbits in my garage & 12 snakes in my home - Larry came here but I had warned the police & they know the many police reports from him like throwing me over furniture, 10 min after he arrived the police came to ask what were his intentions - I showed I had my cell phone at 911, just to activate - Larry took off but came back the next day wanting to get a job here & move back in & have me go to his co$ for marriage intervention. I said I was willing to go w him to marriage councilling, after he fixed up my home & gave me the needed $. Hell he IS brainwashed as many can see & yes "clambakes/x co$) he acted to funny when I did something unexpected he was not brainwashed for. Now in court - he may not talk or make eye contact w me - but I feel the glare when I am not looking. He truly is trying hard to get me back! Read on the end for all the recent hell I have been going through
Living like this & Larry making as many troubles as he can - my home caught on fire - I went out for 10 min & saw the smoke & tried to go in - but - so ran down the road shouting "dial 911, my home is on fire" My nice siamese kitten had recently had babies & tried to cover them over & lost her life but saved 2 - I miss her so much. The insurance guttered the home & I am in a mobile home (had no toilet for over a week) in my other driveway w Lavinia off & on, but the insurance gave me 21 days notice they will cancel my policy (supposed to give me at least 65 days & not cancel it while an open claim - I have gone to the insurance ombudsman & bureau & more - also bank who holds the mortgage as they don't want their investment lost. - meanwhile a man came here to put a lean on my home as the insurance has not paid his costs - they are doing all kinds of rotten things here but I am fighting - as is Lavinia as her belongings were here piled on top of mine (from when she came from Washington DC to help me - non of Larry's things but he damands troubles) Lavinia came after the fire to help me - non of the other kids as Larry will not let them, meanwhile Larry is trying to put as many hurdles in front of me as he can & no $$$ - so I may loose the home!
My car broke down & they said "not worth fixing" so no transport - again. I just sat down thinking I have nothing left but if I must die, so must Larry, he must not win at my expense again - I "will" everything to Lavinia - Larry can have a feather out my pillows & she can do as she want w it. I did not sleep for nights, just crying - when some angels came here - a friend of Lavinia has a 2002 car for sale for $11000 but as Lavinia helped her when he was in need, will sell it to her for $7000 (but not right on her, she has been $ trying to help me & that is Larry's responsible, he made promises when he conned me into marriage & signed agreements to get but no lived up to & just taken & taken & bleeding me dry. Lavinia is trying to raise the $$ some how. The other angel is a husband/wife I know who (like many - do not like Larry, but me) unexpectedly offered to loan me their extra car as I need & got me my laptop at a big reduction & it is nice (insurance must pay) so I am back on the net & opened it up to the lovely wishes /prays a friend sent - which I have sent on - also some asking about me. Thanks, it feels good when so many stresses on me & I now have to take injections as I got so sick - averaging 4 nights a week into emerge for many weeks, flared up like a preg lady & in labour pains for over a month. I have just discovered Lavinia & I were not invited to the Sharp reunion but Larry went w the 3 kids & the girl friend of Troy's - or is she his wife - they were to get married when the blackout happened. Lavinia & I were not invited. Lavinia has been so good & so hard on her - I have to be so careful what I eat right now (sensitivities) But she took me out walking the malls (needed) then a lovely meal & I so needed that.
Again, I ask for you all to please pray to God to look out for us & help us - especially in these court hearings & give my lawyer Keith guidance to do well while exposing Larry & making him responsible for his actions, especially taking all his money (which I certainly need) so the church cult will drop him as a moneybag - so help Larry & my kids will see & learn a good example & please ask God to thank Lavinia, my sister & my friends who loaned me a van & others who have been good to me. I can not take much more & need some goodness - so please pray to God for me as she does wonders. My sister (one of 6 to start "Scotland against crooked lawyers" will put my story on the net which Larry does not want - he wants me banned on the net & taken as mental so under government control to do with as they want, but I have proven my capability so can not. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME